The wedding is really getting close now, and I feel like my head is spinning. People ask “are you ready” meaning both personally and planning-wise, and I always say yes. I am ready personally, and I always think we are on top of the planning.
However, personally, I don’t really know if I have grasped the changes that are coming… I am pretty sure some of the best parts of being married I don’t even understand well enough to look forward to them. I am also sure the biggest adjustments are going to be much harder than I imagine, and center around issues I didn’t even know it was possible to consider issues. All that said, I can’t wait.
From a planning details perspective, we are ready… Except that there is a never-ending stream of little things that keep popping up. I can’t even begin to enumerate, or quantify everything. All I can say is that it feels like time is screaming by every time I try and sit down and take care of a few of these “quick” last-minute details. As best as I can tell, Heather and I are still managing to stay fairly normal, although we are both running on about half as much sleep as we should be getting. I can tell you we still love each other, although we may find each other much more lovable in about 3 weeks.
I feel compelled to try and write out some of the details I keep eluding too, but I really want to go lay down instead, and writing about them just makes them seem that much more of a big deal. They don’t need to be made into any more of a big deal 🙂
-Jordan
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